Monday, January 18, 2010

So here I am...


I just finished watching Julie and Julia. If you are wondering if I started a blog because Julie did, then you would be correct. Even though I'm only 19 and not 30 like Julie is, I feel like I'm stuck in a rut like Julie was. She decided to cook her way through Julia Childs cookbook and blog about it everyday. I think that's a great idea. Am I going to do that? No. However I have recently started cooking and have enjoyed it.

I know it's 2010 and I should want to do something beyond being a houswife but actually I wish that was all I had to do. When I say that, I'm not implying that housewives don't work. What I mean is that I would enjoy it and it would feel easy. I'm in my second year of college and have changed my major probably 6 times. You're probably thinking "Don't worry Sarah, everyone changes their major". I don't think it's the same. I truely do not have any hobbies, any talents or anything to look forward to. I don't mean that in a Debbie Downer way but it's true. How can I pick a major if I don't have any hobbies? I love the elderly. I would love to work with them but I hate Science and Math and basically the only thing I could do is be some sort of nurse. I love animals but I could never put them to sleep so that basically crosses out any career involving animals.

So what am I going to do? I want to be a wedding planner. More than anything! I love weddings. Wedding dresses, wedding rings, wedding cakes, flowers, EVERYTHING! But living in Arkansas there isn't much of a need for it. I know I'm supposed to pick a career because it's something I love and not because of money but I do want a family. I'm not going to pick a job that won't support me or my future family. So I don't really know what to do. Readers please tell me what to do.